Tudei is Mundei

HELLOW GUYS~

How's your day?? Thought, today is the first day for this week, hope all the great one for all of you! cups

Just like what i've said, last night i went to gramedia book store, alone loh alone..*how proud i am, to be lonely girl LOL*. When i was craving for good stuff around, suddenly i met Resty, one of my college friends, how glad i am to know that she was alone too. So i made out my last post which said, "if we are all alone, then we're all together in that too", quite fun right??

Here some things which i bought last night, a novel, toefl guide book, and stationary..

Just from Gramedia, couple of us (resty and I, I mean) had a dinner at "nasi rames" . Then my god mother approach me via phone when i went back home. And you know what? She asked about me and my ex. It really touched my heart that she really care about us and our relationship.. =) Fell kinda crenky when my parents told me about how's their day in home, told me that they had so many food which i love so and thought the expensive one for me to buy, ARGH damn it! I miss my home so bad with all the hurly-burly there!

Oh yaa, yesterday my parents visited one of the orphanage in Palembang, proud of them who have a routine to do that. And guess i have such kind awkward story to tell you, but later yaaaa...

It's 5.41 pm now, it means i must off to prepare my breaking fasting...

Selamat berbuka puasa yaa bagi yang berpuasa hari ini..Semoga diberkahi oleh Allah SWT *AMIN*

Sunday Just Go On

i feel like writting but I don't really know what to write. *sigh* Life has been, oh well, interesting to write but I can't really write it for strange reason which i have..

My fully-Sunday is completely flat. Just stay at my room all the day, and suggest that i haven't got any supplement at all for my clanking-stomach until this evening. Breakfast? lunch? Definitely, i haven't. How about dinner? Thought that until now i'm still not be up. Then please cross your finger and wish that i will not get suffer a stomach disorder yaa..*cross finger, good job!* WOOOAAA~

It's 6.44 pm and yes, I mean evening, and i just finished watching some movie called "P.S. I LOVE YOU" and "NEW YORK I LOVE YOU". Quite funny, both of them have a similar title.

"P.S. I LOVE YOU", romantic and so touchy, when i watched this movie suddenly i'm afraid of losing someone forever and ever, died i mean, someone who we love so exactly. Then just being alone day by day with your imagination that someone who has gone, is still with you, around you, you act like both of you usually, whereas he isn't. From this movie, i caught good philosophy that if we are all alone, then we're all together in that too. So don't be afraid to be alone *not for the whole of your life i mean* and kicking off your thinking that you are the only one who suffering. It's not the ending of rest of your life. And for "NEW YORK I LOVE YOU", i just wanna say it's a weird movie that common people don't like, just it!

Kinda bored, and suggest it's better hanging out alone now..alone, alone and alone again..

Heading off to gramedia, craving for good stuff for read along holiday..

CIAO!

Girls Night Out

Saturday-night-girls-out, something that nowadays become routine stuff for me to do in every saturday night. Thought that most people spending this night with her boyfriend or with his girlfriend. How silly i am for the few-last-months or maybe yearly count in. *SIGH*

I've just got back from margocy and detos with kiki *my-cubby-bff*, suddenly decision actually. When i woke up from my sleep tight, quite surprising which i thought it was 7pm, for my God's sake it's about 5pm.

I'm totally having fun, although it was just the two of us who craving the nice dinner and a bit window shopping, not crazy shopping, i mean it.

Nothing much happening though, all these days.. All I know i haven't cry for around 4 days, which is very good teehee! I smile and laugh a lot tho it's not really coming from my heart.. Guess i never really feel the real meaning of "happiness" now, but it's okay... As long as I can still have a laugh and smile on my face it's just enough.. I feel cheerful these days!

My Passion Just Keep in Silent

Am I living a dream that isn't mine?

I feel like I'm not where I'm supposed to be, not surrounded by people who should be around me, not in the path I should be walking through. But that's life, I guess. All you can do is hope and dream. And even though you try hard to be who you want to be, you'd be a lucky one in between millions, if you ever get there. If you don't, well you just gotta accept it. No matter how bitter it feels. I have not been myself lately, I'm like a machine, doing orders and moving under someone's control. Not that I'm saying that I hate my life, but to be frank, I wish it could be better. I secretly cry myself to bed sometimes. This place, this life, this person. Where, what, who?

Yet there's a passion in my heart, but my voice can't come out. There's a will in my guts, but my muscles can't work.

But I ask myself again, is this just a thing grown ups go through? The breakdowns, the heartbreaks, the unfulfilled expectations?

Next-Side-Afgan

Habis liat foto ini, kenapa Afgan jadi ga banget deh di mata gw???
Ternyata oh ternyata ga seganteng yang tampak di tv
efek kamera dan make up emang maknyus yaa

SIMONNNNNNNNNN

...My man of the week...
SIMON SANTOSO

Walaupun gak menang, tapi permainan lw kemarin MANTAB CIN..
Aura kasihnya langsung memancar seketika dari layar tv gw