..SK..KK..DAS..

my friend wrote this on her notes and...
i'm just *SIGH*!
yes, i know exactly this feeling, yeah EXACTLY just what i said
and then...

i find myself crying in the middle of my day...

some people say just let go

some people say forget him

some people say throw him away

some people say you don't need him

some people say he didn't want you anymore

but..

i say i can't let him go, he's so sweet.

i say i can't forget him and i won't ever forget him. never!

i say i don't need to throw him away, he just left me here

i say yes i don't know exactly who i need

i say yes i know he didn't want me, but i'm still here

i say i miss him, very much,
when i miss him i thought him,
when i thought him i just realize that i need him
when i need him whiches i do right now i get some feels and my heart say so.

may be i'm in love may be i'm stupid.
i'm waiting i do really care and i dont care what people say.
i just do what my heart said, where my heart beating so fast, who make it?
i know

its my time!

this is the time, till i got that i ain't good to wait anymore....

i just don't know what i do really want, i just ever think if i'm going here, is he feels sad?
he ever ask me some question. twice.

if he leave me alone, am i think he will just happy? i said i don't know.

then he closed his eyes and say : nope.
its hurting me so, you know???

now i'm laugh in my painful of missing someone who not miss me.
i just stand up. without moving. my mind, soul, heart and eyes making me crazier. day by day. they have they own answer.

i just miss him.

is that fault haa?